Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Mixed Feelings

Well someone came and tried Lucas out last night. It went really well, which bothered me and made me feel better all at the same time. She had a great ride and Lucas went extreamly well for her. I think that I am doing the right thing even though it still hurts. He has so much potential, it would be a waste for him just to do showmanship with me.

But I am seriously going to miss him.

The only way I got though it was by thinking that it was someone else's horse that they asked me to sell.

I know its the right thing for both of us.... Its just hard.

3 comments:

Wolfie said...

Sending you a virtual hug....

Grey Horse Matters said...

I feel so bad for you. I wish you could find a way to keep him since you obviously love him and want to keep him with you.

in2paints said...

I just saw your last post... I'm sorry you're in this position. Sometimes the most difficult decisions are the best ones, though. I know that doesn't make it any easier, but you have Lucas' best interests in mind and hopefully that helps make it a little easier.

I'm hoping you can find an excellent home for him. Maybe even a place where you can still visit, or even go watch him at shows. That way he can still be a part of your life.