Tuesday, November 18, 2008

An Accountant or........?

So for anyone that doesnt know Im back in school taking Business Admin. courses on my way to becoming an accountant... or somthing like it. You see, I know accouting/numbers has always been my thing. Yes love horses and I like to think Im good at it, but I am a 'box'. (We took these personality tests in school, Im a box, lock me in a room hand me the work and leave me alone I'll get it done. Although this works for training horse you have to "network" and Im really bad at it!) Anyways, I love formulas and how they work ALL the time. And accounting is really just a big formula (yes I am a nerd....). Now I only have 5 months left of school, and I have to make a choice.

Do I go back to the bank in some form? (although not a great long term goal id get sick working there), do I go and start my Degree in BA and work twards my masters? (or do a bit of both?)

...But then theres the other part of me, and maybe its just becase I know it, but.....

I have this comming 2 year old the owners want me to show. And I know if I'm going to show it I have to get my ass in gear in the next 3 months and get some saddle time to get some muscles. And I dont really have the cash for lessons.... But a local trainer may let me work off some ride time.... And then Im back where I started... Riding and breaking colts... And wishing I didnt have a day job.... And then I sat down and worked out the show season. Ive got the 2yo, possible yearling (depending on what the owners want), a 4yo to show in open halter, and possibly helping the boyfriend with his own show string. AND a mom/son team at home that wants help with there 2 horses and possible show there mare in AQHA halter....

And then I need the 2yo at where ever I am because if its going in the futuritys in the fall I need to be on it, and I have a place near home to keep her. But will I be home? What if the thing with the boyfriend works out and he wants me to move up there with him? BLAH!

And dont worry I thank god that I have these problems to work out, and the health seems to have stabalized a bit. Even if some stuff falls out of place its shaping up to be a fantastic summer of showing. So any thoughts? Anyone understand? I really just needed to get it out!

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