So for anyone that doesnt know Im back in school taking Business Admin. courses on my way to becoming an accountant... or somthing like it. You see, I know accouting/numbers has always been my thing. Yes love horses and I like to think Im good at it, but I am a 'box'. (We took these personality tests in school, Im a box, lock me in a room hand me the work and leave me alone I'll get it done. Although this works for training horse you have to "network" and Im really bad at it!) Anyways, I love formulas and how they work ALL the time. And accounting is really just a big formula (yes I am a nerd....). Now I only have 5 months left of school, and I have to make a choice.
Do I go back to the bank in some form? (although not a great long term goal id get sick working there), do I go and start my Degree in BA and work twards my masters? (or do a bit of both?)
...But then theres the other part of me, and maybe its just becase I know it, but.....
I have this comming 2 year old the owners want me to show. And I know if I'm going to show it I have to get my ass in gear in the next 3 months and get some saddle time to get some muscles. And I dont really have the cash for lessons.... But a local trainer may let me work off some ride time.... And then Im back where I started... Riding and breaking colts... And wishing I didnt have a day job.... And then I sat down and worked out the show season. Ive got the 2yo, possible yearling (depending on what the owners want), a 4yo to show in open halter, and possibly helping the boyfriend with his own show string. AND a mom/son team at home that wants help with there 2 horses and possible show there mare in AQHA halter....
And then I need the 2yo at where ever I am because if its going in the futuritys in the fall I need to be on it, and I have a place near home to keep her. But will I be home? What if the thing with the boyfriend works out and he wants me to move up there with him? BLAH!
And dont worry I thank god that I have these problems to work out, and the health seems to have stabalized a bit. Even if some stuff falls out of place its shaping up to be a fantastic summer of showing. So any thoughts? Anyone understand? I really just needed to get it out!
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